I can remember like it was yesterday. The emotions that I felt. The bottomless pit. The emptiness inside. The roller coaster daily I road of depression/ anxiety/ second guessing my decision to place my daughter with a family for adoption. My heart was bleeding tears so loud that could not be heard, For out of love to my family and those that did not understand my sacrifice. I bled eternal for the love of my "LIFE" this Child that I bore for another.
What got me through the hardest part of this process was my strong Faith in Christ Jesus. His promise Matthew 19:26 Jesus looked at them intently and said, “Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible.”
Once I got that scripture securely in my heart, soul, and mind. I knew with out a shadow of a doubt. That I would be okay, and most of all this "Child that I did bore for another Mother and family." Was doing well, this scripture proved true then, Also when she and I reunited in July of 2000. It stands true today. For she and I are both Christians. He answered my plea and prayer for her and I to reunite. We did, and are still in reunion. She is my Blessing. She I don't think even realizes the impact she has had on my "LIFE" she is my STRENGTH, as is CHRIST JESUS!
The stages of grief you will go through are the following:
Shock and Denial
Sorrow and Depression
Anger
Guilt
Acceptance
The steps to resolving your loss. Is acknowledging the loss.
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